The first thing I need to do is admit that I knew from the moment I met this man that he was nothing but trouble and I would end up hurt in one way or another if I got involved with him. I could have saved myself the drama but there is such a crazy attraction between the two of us that I couldn't help myself but get involved with him.
He's the typical flirt who would probably flirt with a 90 year old woman for absolutely no reason but it would still make that woman feel super special because she had his attention. In a way he reminds me of Captain Jack from the Pirates of the Caribbean in that he will tell you exactly how he's going to screw you over but for some reason you don't believe him and then he goes and proves that he is that big of a bastard. LOL But people love McRockstar and people love Captain Jack.
This man has no problem being completely honest with you which I love but I'm so used to men lying that I didn't even believe him when he was telling me the truth, that there was absolutely no future between us. So I did the girl thing and got attached which is just leading to drunken text messages and angry conversations for a couple days, then one of us gets over it and we're civil to each other again.
A woman with more will power than me would ignore him and move on, completely forgetting the strength of the attraction and the friendship that is there. However, I can't forget the good side of this man, which makes our friendship continue and a little tiny part of me still wants to be with him. The man is extremely intelligent and very skilled in his profession. He's kind of a RockStar. He is one of the few men that I can actually have one conversation after another with and learn something from him each time we talk.
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