I <3 McRockstar

So the other day, McRockstar did come in :) He's so dam cute and charismatic that of course I ended up flirting with him while he was here and then talking to him until 3 in the morning. And now I know he is working today and he said he would stop by but he's been a no-show so far tonight. But he did send me a goofy joke text message to me and I sent a cute message back but I'm considering texting him again (which I know is bad) and teasing him because he hasn't been here yet tonight. So I'll probably end up doing it and living the disaster that will come from that.

He's just so good at flirting and complementing people and getting on their good side. And even though I know he is completely playing me, I eat it up and he's got me wrapped around his finger. I guess this is just my whole starving for attention thing that I've been trying to figure out and deal with. Meredith would say that I need to tell him to get away from him because I'm too good for him but, I just keep telling myself that I'm playing his game too. He's just better at it.