Long time no see..........

Recap of my life since I've been too busy/lazy to write on here:

~ Vacation was good. All I wanted was a tan and I definitely got that but I'm working on keeping it now that I am back. Really wish I would have had better planning but it's all good. I'll just know better for next time. What I really want to do is plan a girls trip for next summer, well at least me and Meredith because at this point I think she might be the only one who would actually have her stuff together to do something like that.

~ Funny drama: So I was bad and I talked to McDirty a few nights while I was on vacation and I basically told him I would come see him after I got home. Well, I got home Friday evening and Meredith and I decided to go out to our new spot for a couple drinks.......** Sidebar: The manager of my new hang out is good friend with McDirty and on opening night I spilled the beans about me and McDirty's super-secret relationship. Now that manager, we'll call him Big Mouth, likes to make comments to me about McDirty and I think it's all just going to end badly.**............ I was feeling super cute with my tan and Meredith and I were enjoying the $2 drink specials when Big Mouth came over and announced that McDirty and his girlfriend were on their way up. Immediately I was panicked, the thought of being in the same place with them had crossed my mind but I always just ignored it. I had no idea how things would go but I heart Drama so I told Meredith that we should stay and we did, I watched them walk past us as I hid and I slyly kept an eye on them for a while but decided that it was in my best interest to not know where they were. Eventually I figured they had probably left and Big Mouth informed me that yes, they had left already.
So the next night was the night that I had told McDirty that I would come see him. And so I did, looking sweet and innocent. Yes, I took him candy and talked to him just like we always do. Eventually, after we had talked a little, he asked if Meredith and I were out the night before because he thought he saw her. Of course he did. I made her go to get our drinks while him and his woman were standing at the bar. Because he knows if Meredith is there, I'm not far behind. The night was nice, we chatted and joked. Eventually I got a message from a friend of mine who was having people at her house and she said I could bring people if I wanted. I never in a million years expected him to say yes so I asked McDirty and after he thought about it a while, he said he would come for just a little while so he followed me to her house and we sat there having a couple drinks and laughing. But this is where it hit a strange place for me. I had gone out with him and his friends before but that was the first time he had gone somewhere with me. It felt so strange to be in public with him............. Not sure if its good or bad strange. So tonight I think I am going out, but I'm trying to stay away from places he might be because I'm making him do the work now..... no more me being nice!!

~ I think I've reached a decision that I need to get an apartment near my new job. The number one reason is because of my severe road rage and the fact that if I sit in traffic every day I probably will be arrested and my beautiful SUV might get a ding or two. Suprisingly, a friend of mine is subleting her apartment right near my new job because she is studying abroad in the fall. I may have to investigate further. ..........