McGiant

So last night started with fun drama with my Meredith (I'll get to that later) but apparently it ended with me texting McGiant for about an hour and then me falling asleep during that conversation. But.... we started the talking again in the morning when I got up to go get drug tested for my new job. So that reminded me that I needed to write about McGiant on here because apparently my subconscious mind is still attracted to him.

McGiant was the first (and only) guy that I've actually dated since my breakup with JerkFace( yes, i know I still have to write his and I think I'm almost to the point where I can do it). He is another guy that I would see at work from time to time and we always flirted, because I like to.

But he was charming and I learned his schedule so that I knew when he was working so that I could dress up and one day I seriously even went and bought a new shirt because I knew he was going to be working. And so I wore that shirt to work that night and sure enough, he gave me his number and told me that if I wanted to go for a drink some time to call him. I didn't even make it past the rest of the day at work before I texted and we ended up going for drinks that night.

We sat at the bar talking and he paid for my drinks and then when they were closing he asked if I wanted to go and talk some more at Eat n Park. Since that is practically the only Eat n Park that closes we got to sit there for almost an hour and after that he walked me to my car and hugged me goodbye. It was actually refreshing that night that he didn't try to kiss me and I really liked the fact that he was a gentleman.

After that night we would talk at least once a day, especially when he was at his other job because he worked night turn by himself. So I would lay in bed talking to him until I fell asleep. Then we had our standing date on Monday nights because we got off of work half an hour apart. So we would meet at EatnPark at "our" table and eat, smoke and BS with each other from the time we got there until they closed.

Then he started to introduce me to his friends AND family. I was nervous about going into another relationship but he was always so good. We went to parties, hockey games and the local hang outs just as happy as can be. I spent days drinking with his friends girlfriends while the guys were out playing paintball and nights drinking with his sister and her husband. (I should have expected something was slightly off though when she asked if I wanted to try on her wedding dress the first time I met her.)

Anyway things were fine for about four months until he suddenly stopped talking about his friend's upcoming wedding which I just assumed we were going to together. Then one night one of his friends girlfriends called me and dropped the bomb. McGiant had asked her boyfriend what a girl name "Jamie" should wear to said wedding. Clearly I was no longer invited to the wedding and after that point we didn't even acknowledge each other for about four months.

But what really sucked about that was the fact that I was still hearing from his friends while he and Jamie got more and more serious. So I was a bitch and ignored them and months later we became social again.

However, recently, we've become much more flirty again and I'm wondering what is going to come of that. Especially after my drunken text messages last night (which I'm blaming on the Red Bull) because even though I was drunk, I knew the conversation was very sketchy to say the least.

So we shall see what this brings but really, the worst thing that can happen is I flirt with him and get his hopes up and then crush them by reminding him about Jamie. :)